Au-Lunaria

i'm going to start  new DA account with my new email address. I love my user name, but it's outdated to my new shit. I updated everything else. On tumblr all I had to do was change my username which is free there, (and I made another one with my new email so I have two, second one's hidden for future use...) but this DA... I wanna start fresh. I don't wanna delete my old shit, some of it's my only copies left. But I want a fresh page to use, blank, empty. So I'm going to start a new DA to use when I get my new tablet. Tracking number says it'll be the 4th of November when it gets here.. I hope it's sooner, I don't like waiting that long.. Wac

It's alright. I know you all hate my horrible guts. I'm NOT looking for kind comments, pity, or any of the mushy bullshit. I'm looking for pure honesty. People that do not know me have no right to comment. people that do... you don't either. I know you hate me. I don't honestly care. I just got internet back.. I'm bored as fuck and don't have a tablet. Mine broke, literally the cord doesn't work. It won't register as being plugged in. I'm getting a new one, I'm going to order it tomorrow. I was THINKING maybe I should make a new DA, but.. I dunno. Building watchers is hard, but, really I don't care about that at all. I don't have much to sa

I was just thinking again.. And thinking is my enemy. My babygirl Kitten.. She was 6 when she died, just shy of her 7th birthday. She would have been 8 last year. She'd have been 9 this year, and 10 next year. And then we get to the 10. I was 14 when she was born, back in 2005. It was a time full of confusion and mixed feelings about the world, and the best friend I could ever have was born to me. I raised her, and she became the best friend I could seriously ever think of having. I took for granted the time I had with her, thinking she would live for a very, very long time, not considering the possibility that she could (and did) get sick,